Earlier this evening while cleaning out my bedroom, I came across one of my old dream journals. While reading through it, I came across an experience I wrote about that I still remember quite vividly.
It was similar to a dream, but I know that I was wide awake when I experienced it. I had only just closed my eyes.
Anyway, here is the journal submission exactly as I wrote it in my journal...
Weird...actually odd daydream? Vision? Not sure. I know I was awake though.
Complete darkness, and then I heard many voices. Could not quite make out what was being said. A man then asked me, "Do you think you are now ready?" I had no clue but instinctively knew I was so I said, "Yes."
He told me, "The spirit is ready and has been waiting, for the final decision is yours." Then he said, "Remember always that light within, it is never wrong, only truthful. Always look within for your answers."
"Again you are given a gift, bestowed onto you, remember this old spirit is wise and it too has a light within. All this soul needs is love and nurturing, just as the souls that came to you before him. Allow their light to shine, it is a truly strong beacon of light which all souls carry. Some are brighter."
"Their paths are theirs, just as his will be. Guide them always with love. Love should always be at the core. Show them their own strength, their light, the light within. Take hold of this old, very wise soul and give to him life, as it is to be and always was."
"Remember that you are never alone, never have been. Now, and only if you are ready, receive this precious life. Just remember your path is yours. He comes to you from love. Take hold of this miracle which you are given and don't lose sight of what a miracle it is."
"The ones before him will walk their chosen paths just as he will. Guide them, help them to fulfill their lives, to carry out their purpose. Don't lose your way. Each and every one playing such significant roles. Every single life has purpose, has meaning. Take now this soul."
I was then handed a ball of unbelievably bright light. It was placed in front of my lower abdomen and it entered into me. He then said, "You are wise. See the miracle in everything. See the true life force in all living things that have been; are, and will come to pass. Your faith is strong, teach them of that life force, of the miracles."
"Believe and your light grows brighter. Lead the way for them, for him. Blessed is the fruit of thy womb. You have chosen, so take hold now of another miracle given to you. It is so very precious, just as you are. It comes from love, just as you."
"Always, always remember, remember you are loved and protected my precious child, as are your loved ones. I now give you another precious."
Not sure what to think, but I think it means I'm pregnant. Hmm, time will tell if it was real or just a dream. Doubting if it means pregnancy cuz I keep having horrible right sided pain in my lower abdomen, and generalized cramping. It feels like that dreaded time of the month is coming.
And, oddly enough, the next entry in my journal is written as follows...
I am very happy to say that I am pregnant! Bought a home pregnancy test, I did it on Saturday and it was positive! The Dr. confirmed with a blood test that I am indeed pregnant.
Approximately eight months later I gave birth to a healthy and precious, beautiful baby boy.
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| My son, mere seconds after being born |
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