~The Apocalypse~

I have had various dreams, or what I like to label as "visions" of visiting with deceased loved ones while in a dream-like state. 

I have awoken at night, and while fully awake, have seen deceased loved ones standing at the foot of my bed. 

I have also had visions and/or flashbacks of what I believe could possibly be moments from past lives. 

The one thing however, that has only occurred a handful of times, are dreams or "visions" of the end of the world. 

Like my other odd experiences, these "visions" appear to be very real, extremely vivid, and tend to play out and I can do nothing to control them.

The reason I mention that is because since I was a very small child, I have had the ability to control my dreams. 

I'm not quite sure how it occurs, but for as long as I can recall, while asleep and dreaming at night; my subconscious is fully awake and I find myself telling myself that I am dreaming. 

Whenever I have begun to have a scary or unpleasant dream, the conscious part of my mind says, "Hey, I don't like this dream", and I am able to control the dream. 

I am also able to wake myself up from a bad dream. I will be having a nightmare and think to myself, "I don't like this dream", and I find myself thinking, "Wake up", and then I do. 

The dreams I consider to be "visions" are completely different. They play out and it is as if I am simply an observer watching, just as when one sits back and watches a movie. 

I can not control these very vivid visions no matter how much I try, and I can not wake myself up. All I'm able to do is simply watch everything play out, and it is not until the end of the vision that am I able to wake up.

Like my numerous other visions, this one occurred while I was lying in my bed one night. 

Just as I do every night, I was laying in bed, in my darkened bedroom, staring up at the ceiling just thinking about things.

As usual, I noticed that my vision was becoming blurred. I closed my eyes and from behind my eyelids it appeared as if a bright light had been turned on in the room I was in. I immediately opened my eyes assuming one of my children had come into my room and turned on the light, which my kids have done numerous times. 

However, I found myself standing in a line-up with other people, in what appeared to be a convenience store. I glanced to my right and there were large windows. The door to the store was there also and it was a glass door. I could see from looking out those windows and through the glass on the door that it was obviously night time because it was dark outside.

I suddenly took notice, as other people in the store did, that large balls of light were falling from the sky.  Me, and other people that were standing in the line inside the convenience store, headed to the windows to see what was going on.

I suddenly saw a huge black horse come galloping down from the sky, and riding it was what appeared to be the dark silhouette of a man on top of the horse. The man and the horse were huge, at least 20 feet tall.

Somehow, I instinctively knew what it all meant, as did all of the other people in the store.

I began to panic and turned to the man next to me and asked him if he had a cellphone. He said he did and I asked him if I could please borrow it. Without really taking his eyes off of what was going on outside he said, "Yeah, of course", and handed me his phone.

I immediately dialed my house and my mom answered. I knew that she was at my home because she was watching my children. 

I told my mom to please hurry and to put my eldest child on the phone. My mom asked me what was wrong and I told her that I didn't have time to talk and to just please put my eldest on the phone. 

My mom handed the phone to my child and I heard her say, "Here, it sounds serious, your mom needs to talk to you."

As soon as my daughter said hello, I immediately told her, "We don't have much time. The time has come and you need to stay calm. Keep your brothers and your sister calm, as well as your grandma, and stay together. I'll meet up with you guys on the other side. Don't panic, I will find you." My daughter said, "Okay mom." I then told my daughter how much I loved her and hung up the phone. 

I walked back over to the windows where everyone was still standing and watching what was going on outside. I handed the man his phone and thanked him for letting me borrow it.

While looking out the windows I could see that many places in the sky were opening up and bright light was shining from these openings. I instinctively knew that when the next balls of light fell, it would be the death of all of us. Yet I wasn't afraid, I was ready and very happy. I knew I was going to be reunited with my deceased loved ones. 

Sure enough, more balls of light fell and some fell very close to the window I was looking out of.  Immediately there was a flash of incredibly bright light. I felt a slight burn all over my body and everything went black. 

The only way I can describe it, is that it was as if someone had turned all the lights off and everything went completely dark. Then as quickly as everything went dark, it was as if someone turned the lights back on and I could see that I was still standing in the store, along with all the others.

Just then, myself and others walked out of the store. Somehow I knew, as did the others that we were dead.  I knew that I was supposed to head to one of the entrances, openings in the sky.

There were numerous people lined up at these bright openings, and I knew that they were people that were going to be entering heaven, and I was very happy for them. 

I then noticed that there were many others that were not lined up at these large, bright entryways. I knew that they were people that would not be entering heaven. I felt very sad for those people, but I realized that there was absolutely nothing I could do to help them. I knew that they now had to answer to God.

I walked down the street from the store a bit and came upon a very tall woman. She was huge like a giant. She had to be about 15 to 20 feet tall. I instinctively knew that she was one of God's Guardians, sent to help us and guide us. I looked around and could see that there were other Guardians off in the distance in various directions standing about as well.

I approached the female Guardian and asked her where I had to go. She instructed me to go to the opening I was nearest to. I asked her if it was possible to go in another opening because I wanted to go to my children and enter with them. She told me no, that we were to enter the portal nearest to us.

So, as instructed, I walked towards the bright light that was nearest to me. While standing in line, I looked to the tremendous crowds and masses of people that I knew would not be entering heaven and was truly saddened to see that crowd far outnumbered those that were permitted to enter heaven.  

I looked up ahead and saw that the line up I was in was massive. The line-up was at least 10 or 20 people wide, and there had to be thousands ahead of me and just as many behind me.

I finally reached the bright light and entered. It was like walking through a tremendously bright tunnel.  As I neared the end of the tunnel the light seemed to not be as bright because my eyes had adjusted. 

As I came out of the tunnel, I was standing in what appeared to be a massive stadium. There were multiple levels and entrances all over the place. There were large masses of people coming through every entrance.

I heard someone call my name and looked to my left and saw my brother. He was happy and there were tears in his eyes. He explained that he had been at work when everything had happened. 

He looked over my left shoulder and said, "Hey, there's nana and papa." I turned around and saw my grandparents. My heart felt like it was going to burst. I was so happy to see them. 

Also off in the distance standing near them was my sister-in-law and my nephew. They were talking to my sister-in-law's dad.

My brother was about to leave and head over to our grandparents, as well as his wife, their son, and his father in-law. I told him I'd be with him shortly but I wanted to go find my kids first. He smiled, said okay, and then walked away, heading towards our loved ones.

I started walking towards a different entrance. There was someone standing there that was helping to guide people. I asked him where I could find my children. He pointed to an entrance way further down. 

I started heading that way and then I saw my children come walking in, along with my mom. I ran to them and hugged every one of them. I then asked my mom where my dad was and she told me that she had asked one of the guides about him and was told that he had to go through another entry way, and should be arriving any minute.

I then asked my mom if she had seen my husband. She told me no. I told her about running into my brother and seeing my grandparents. My children excitedly asked where my grandparents were because they wanted to meet them. I pointed to the direction of where they were and told my mom to take the kids and I'd meet up with them shortly. I wanted to find my husband.

My mom and kids headed off towards my grandparents, and I went the opposite way in search of my husband.

I was scanning the crowds and becoming more and more upset, wondering if perhaps he was one of the ones that was not allowed into heaven.

I approached another helper that was guiding others and asked him if he had seen my husband. He told me no. Just then someone said, "Wait, isn't that him over there?" 

I looked in the direction the person was pointing and saw the back of my husband.  He was sitting at a table with a man, talking and laughing. 

I immediately knew that the man my husband was talking to was his father, whom I have never met.  His father had passed away when my husband was only 18. I took off running towards my husband, so happy he had made it.

When I reached my husband I threw my arms around him and was in tears, so happy to see him. I was happy because I knew that we were going to be together for all eternity. 

As soon as I threw my arms around my husband, he turned to me and smiled. He said, "Hey beautiful, I'd like you to meet someone." 

Suddenly everything went black and I felt like I was falling backwards. I felt myself land on something soft. I immediately opened my eyes and saw that I was lying in my bed.


John 14:2 - In my Father's house are many mansions, if it were not so, I would have told you.  I go to prepare a place for you.



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